it could just be insecurity. but it is not easy being a woman with a shaven head. Like i worry so much about my face and what I’m wearing. I feel like i put a lot of effort in my looks instead of just being happy and embrace my decision. I just wanna be considered sexy but i should not need anyone to tell me that…
shit imma go back to braids or dreads….
nawh i don’t feel like sitting in that chair for hours listening to somebody ask me about my feelings, love life and future N shit.
Yea, i’m sticking with the barbershop *shrugs*
this is my last sunday home and in 5 days i am leaving for baltimore. wow. i plan to cherish these next 5 days to relax, have some fun and pack lol
like i dont want to sound like i’m addicted
Every start is the same but every ending
falls into a different direction.
the seconds of worrying about every little thing
to 2 hours of reckless and aggressive loving.
I enjoy the scent we create together.
your skin gliding up and down mine
as gentle as a feather.
everything in the world seems fine.
as picture perfect to match the weather.
every growl, imperfect movement ,purrr
and all the “all of a sudden” stirs
just makes my body come alive…
after all is done we let out a blissful sigh..
I simply love the short breaths and pecks.
the grip of my hands and your dark brown eyes bulls-eyed on mine.
the moments of time where we
forget about the rest.
every argument means nothing
others just call it fucking
but we call it something.
I just want this feeling of being in love with..
someone who loves to be in love with me
i am trying not to expect anything anymore.
i am trying not to trust people with my heart.
I am trying to stay positive at whatever life throws to me.
I am trying not get to upset about the “little” things.
I am trying to live life carelessly.
I am trying to become healthy inside and out.
I am trying to find my beauty again.
I am trying to love myself again.
I am trying to get ready for the next chapter in my life..
I am trying to be the real me ..
and if i keep this up..the “trying to” will disappear and ill be complete. <3
i like where we stand now.
i like your smile.
i like your hair.
i like your laugh.
i like your attitude.
I like your girl abs.
I like your long text letters.
You are the best wife ever.
just thought i’d give you a reminder.
aight DEUCES boo boo
i cant explain the happiness i feel about saying those very words. <3